Where can
I find a place void of all distractions?
In this place, I hope unforced questions will
surface.
Maybe answers will rise.
The
answer that emerged to the first question regarding this “place” I need to find
is…
my mind.
It was a
challenge when I truly began to rest my energy. It felt extremely potent and
dense. Something told me not to be overwhelmed by this feeling and the
possibility of being still and calm in my mind would surface soon. Beforehand, I feared this form of resting.
Maybe I was in fear because, even though I was “still,” I was on a journey. I
was going to the many places that would expose who I am, where I have been,
what I was, who I am today, and what I can be tomorrow. Regardless of whether I described this
journey as meditation, praying, zoning out, recharging my batteries, or
whatever else, feeling and being still is priority. In this state, “resting” became more
accessible, and my vision became sharper.
Although, sometimes, I struggled as I faced new visions of myself and my
life and how I saw others. One of the
earliest conclusions I came to was that so many people have been conditioned to
be something they are not. As a result,
many live a lie to their deaths, and when this day comes, they hope they will
rest in peace. I remember hearing my own
“little voice” saying to rest with peace today and do not count on
tomorrow.
There are plenty of moments when we
feel in true sync with our nature, but a lot of us become scared and run back
to our lies which seem to have a level of security. Why does it have security?
Because we can make it up by rationalizing and accepting, regardless if it’s
peace, pain, love, or hate. This becomes our safe place. This continual
rationalization with our lives makes it hard for people to rest their energy
because so many have to admit they lie to keep themselves moving forward. Imagine if we fearlessly made honest efforts
to understand and rest the energy we receive and give. We would not only have the power, but we
would begin to understand how to create our own personal, honest realities.
…
To reach
a true feeling of peace,
we should
always be grateful of our breath.
With our breath alone, we can feel the essence
of reality.
Although,
it should feel “still” and “steady.”
Thus, having power to rest our mind, body, and spirit.
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